Pangs of Sadness
Do you ever just feel sad sometimes for seemingly no real reason at all?
I don’t get it. My Lexapro has been fine. I don’t think it’s the Adderall. If anything, it’s helping me be productive today and feel less stressed out about all I have to do.
I wonder if I’m just feeling alone. Unwanted. Defected. It’s not that I even think there’s anything wrong with me exactly, at least no more than what’s wrong with anyone else. It’s just that other people don’t seem to understand me and my values.
I am disappointed in people. I feel like an outcast, yet I wouldn’t change anything about my personality or my values because then I wouldn’t be me.
But still, I wish there were people out there who get it.